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Simple Plan var ett band jag lyssnade mycket på när jag var yngre. Texterna tilltalade mig. De handlade mycket om hur det är att må dåligt, vara ensam och vara utsatt för mobbning. Denna text tilltalade mig väldigt mycket.

I woke up it was seven
I waited 'till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

I'm all alone, tonight,
Nobody cares, tonight,
'Cuz I'm just a kid, tonight

Att vara ensam och utfryst var ett helvete, hade några kompisar men inte min klass. Var utfryst och de sa elaka saker, ingen uppmärksammade detta. Högstadiet var ett helvete. Lyssnade mycket på simple plan för deras låtar var så tilltalande. Kände mig så ensam. Har alltid haft problem med det sociala. Folk kanske tycker att jag är social, men faktum är att jag har svårt för de sociala.

Ensamheten är tuff, känner mig fortfarande väldigt ensam även fast jag har vänner och familj.